Some how, some way. Just trying to delicately trace the how’s and way’s.
The meet of the matter
Total spiritual and emotional breakdown today. (Par for the course for intense transition.) So it goes,
There is always one person you love who becomes that definition. It usually happens retrospectively, but it happens eventually. This is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people, even if some of these loveable qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable. The person who defines your understanding of love is not inherently different than anyone else, and they’re often just the person you happen to meet the first time you really, really, want to love someone. But that person still wins. They win, and you lose. Because for the rest of your life, they will control how you feel about everyone else.
— Chuck Klosterman, Killing Yourself to Live (via lucyysarahh)
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I am in such a beautiful headspace,
I spent almost my entire life feeling as though my timing was always just a little off. Like situations, relationships, and all kinds of things would have worked out differently if I was in a different place, at a different time. Maybe I was just young and naive? (I know I’ve grown, and it is so beautifully exciting.)
Lately, my timing has been nothing less than divine! There are just far too many examples that are either too personal, or seem too insignificant to name. But they aren’t! They are incredible, divine, and beautiful.
I cannot pinpoint when this shift occurred, maybe it was just a shift in my awareness? My recognition of the illusion of control?
The good, the bad, the terrible, the beautiful: I know it all happens when it should, I know it happens when it will. I will appreciate all of the pain and sadness, the love and the beauty, for it is all divine! (And it is all mine!) All for me to experience and process! (I love being human.)
Divine timing.
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